My first cock

I've been swaying towards shemales for a few years now. Usually when I'm high. I'd get loaded and all of a sudden I'd have an urge to to be with a transgender. The thing is, initially, when I sobered up, I regretted any such thought, even hated myself to think such thought. Over time though, that changed, I'd find myself thinking about chicks with dicks all the time. Now we're talking about years here. A few times (still while drunk & high) I met up with shemales but always chickened out. That all changed yesterday. After a few weeks of talking to a Brazilian shemale online, I finally worked up the courage(booze did help) to meet her. I told her that in order for me to go through wih this, she has to completely dominate me.This 6'3" blonde beauty did just that, She forced her cock in my mouth. made me deep throat her, then pinned me down and popped my anal cherry in all manners of ways. I loved it. After we had a lovely kissing session and I got a blowjob to finish me off. As a farewell, she gave me her knickers. They fit perfectly. That's all I've got on right now.Can't wait to see her again