First time

Hi, my name is Sandra. In fact, I'm not exactly a girl, but a CD. Even as a child, I felt different and I used every opportunity when I was left alone in the apartment to dress up, to put on women's clothes, to put on make-up. In time, I started watching porn, as did all my friends. But, unlike them, I imagined that I was one of the beautiful girls that men fill. I didn't dare tell anyone that, but somehow, others felt it and I suffered various teasing. I don't want to talk now about everything that happened in that period. What is significant is that if I thought about sex in my head it would be that I am a girl. I could never even think of girls as others would. If it went through my head I would be left without an erection and no arousal. In everything else I was an example. An excellent in high school, then an excellent student. I was not interested in cigarettes and alcohol. I have always loved reading and watching movies. I have never caused any incident or inconvenience. Nobody knew what was happening in my head, but some of them probably guessed.

When I was twenty I was alone in the apartment. I did not miss that opportunity. I bought myself clothes, got dressed. It wasn't hard for me to look like a girl. I have a slender build and a beautiful face, so only a little make-up is needed and cute clothes. I especially like stockings, bras, thongs, short skirts, some pink blouses or T-shirts, dangling earrings, high heels. I have a bit longer hair, but I also got wigs. That's how I would dress up and work around the apartment, study, read. I slowly started going out to chats. I liked to correspond with men who like trans and cd girls. Sometimes I would dare to send a picture, which would provoke great reactions, but I did not dare to see anyone. So it all came down to chatting, corresponding, some talking on the phone, watching movies with transitions, but I didn't have the courage for the next step. I especially liked identifying with trans blondes, like Sarina Valentina, Miriam Rivera.